Since I last wrote, the world has joined me in retreat. My residency has changed, from having been a rare opportunity for me to make work away from my usual roles and pressures: family and projects, it has now become a space in which I am marooned from these, and must consider what my distance means from another perspective.
I can still paint and draw and write. In fact, I must. This is the first time I’ve been paid a regular stipend to just inhabit a studio and make work. But I’m necessarily encountering new themes, with the world in pandemic mode. How to be locked down & yet remain open enough to respond- how to not actually shut down?
‘Stay there! Stay well!’ Insists our wise daughter, ‘London is chaos!’ She is socially isolating at home in Brixton with a cousin, a friend and our dog and cat. Although I really, really miss her, and our son, who remains at his special college with an incredible care and support team, practically, if we came back now it would be a greater risk to our health and theirs.
We speak to the kids every day, so thank god for technology. We were really happy when our son rushed off FaceTime to see a goat give birth on the farm where he lives.
I say ‘our’ because Adam is here too. He took study leave from work so that he could base himself here for a bit, and the corona virus has meant that it is safer for him to stay until the risks of travel begin to abate.
Obviously the social side of the residency has been curtailed. The libraries are closed, the salons crossed from the diary, readings cancelled. Efforts are being made to still engage with other artists here online, credit to residency manager Dan Schifrin again for being patient & setting up interesting conversations on zoom.
London poet friend Amy Key found her trip to the AWP in Texas was no longer viable due to the first wave of cancellations over the virus. Luckily for us she diverted to Berkeley for a few days which included making the most delicious aubergine parmigiana I’ve ever tasted. Here’s a painting I did of her on her last night here.
Also before shut down, I had a great meeting and conversation with Peter Maravelis from City Lights , about the possibility of doing a book and an event with them, which would be, will be, a great thrill. He had many innovative ideas about the way forward for books and booksellers in a changing world. It looks like I might have to come back!
Incidentally, Lawrence Ferlenghetti, who set up City Lights, was 101 this week. May poetry, art, books and ideas keep us all in such excellent nick.
Berkeley in spring is not a bad place to be stuck. Leggy freesias spill across sidewalks, camellias simmer in crimson and pink, tossing their crumpled silk hankies to the ground, wisteria knots itself up with jasmine all over clapboard houses floating perfume harmonies onto the empty air. There’s hardly anyone around. The architecture makes me sigh.
The sense of scale that’s always interested me has taken on new meaning here, this huge country, this global illness, the distance home, how can I accommodate these big things in my little eyes?
So I try and ‘see a world in a grain of sand’, or magnify the prehistoric looking succulents that cover front yards here, until their bold structures tower over the straggling pedestrians in my paintings.
Or I cut tiny phrases from broken and discarded books and release these onto airy pastel coloured cards where they can tap-dance away from their cramped former paragraphs.
Two of the index card poems may soon be available as limited edition screen prints via a supportive initiative called The Off Cut Project set up by brilliant Suki Hayes Watkins at The Print Block, her studio in Whitstable.
Talking of scale, here I am in a redwood forest. These trees are the very emblem of survival, literally encompassing the scars of fires they’ve withstood, and growing steadily upwards forever. This one is over a thousand years old. Breathing in their scented stillness I felt that perhaps we humans really might be able to create a sounder future.
Some books I’ve found here are much too wonderful to cut up. One of these is a kid’s book from 1952 called Let’s Look at the Sky! by Marie Neurath. It’s printed in stunning pre digital luminosity with spot colour. It engages with the scale of the universe – and like the redwoods, it makes plain the paradox we must live with: that we are both tiny and monumental. And how, tiny as we are, what we choose to do from one moment to the next, has a tangible effect on each other and the world.
On that note, redwood-sized solidarity & kindest wishes, especially to anyone struggling with health, cash flow, isolation or all three. Thanks for reading this, and for all your actions that contribute to the planet mending that needs to happen next.
9 thoughts on “What’s the difference between an Artist’s Residency and Social Isolation?”
Absolutely love the new paintings, both of them – so vibrant and with complex images and patterns! How big are they? And how I envy you being in such close proximity to the giant redwoods. I visited them almost a half-century ago, and never forgot their power and strength! So proud of every new adventure you’re allowing yourself to have – enjoy each one. xxx Wendy
thanks Wendy, The paintings are biggish, the long Museum one is about 6-7′ long, the proliferating flowers 5′ across, Old Europe is smaller… yes I wish the redwoods were in charge, perhaps they will be!
This is such an inspiring post, Sophie. You are producing some wonderful work x
Thanks so much Pam, you are v kind. Looking forward to sharing art & poetry notes one day when proximity is back in vogue!
so happy to hear you via your written words. that’s what it’s like now, for sophies large and small, marooned with the original man in springtime berkeley.
It is lovely reading your blog Sophie. I love your huge pictures and the photos of fresias and other amazing flowers. it has been so sunny and vivid here too but not quite like that. Brixton is not so scary as it might seem from the news – the park is open again today. I have not seen people picnicking in it! We have seen R. and M. out and about. If they need anything please let us know. We may need to borrow M. if the lockdown gets more severe! X
Thank you Theo! This is good to hear. I will let M know though it seems like this lockdown is the attention pinnacle of his furry life, R says he’s becoming quite unbearable, though I don’t believe her 😂
C’est magnifique Sophie! Merci!
Je pensais à toi en regardant mon jardin qui tient dans un mouchoir de poche! Tu te souviens?
Oui, un mouchoir de poche merveilleux! Nous sommes même ici avec des nouveaux mouchoirs à agiter, mais toujours brodé avec les fleurs voisins/cousin! Solidarité, bisous Sophie